I'm such a loser. It's a low day everyday. :(

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Yesterday I went for Japanese lessons. My new name is Cherry-lu. I tried very hard to suppress my laughter cos it isn't nice to laugh at the teacher's english pronunciation eh. Afterall she's a japanese and we may be sabotaging her language the same way. School is like school, with homework and pe. It's eh.. schoolish. I hate doing homework man and I feel stupid it's as if I know nothing. It's as if I never went through secondary education. Everyone else seems to know what they are doing, except me. I am starting to wonder if I ever take the O's at all. It seems like whatever I learnt in the pass has disapppeared during the holidays. I wanna change to wordpress but my only email address blocks their mails so I can't have an account. It's like damn troublesome to erm.. like set up another email add. I'm just lazy. "Lazy" is a song's title. AHAHA. So is "We are the pigs". AHAHAHA. I having a headache and got a puking feeling. I better to puke now.

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HOHOHO. i finally updated after eons. Now I really hope the o levels results would just pop out soon as possible. Without the results and stuff I can't really plan the route I want to take yet. I'm super uncertain what subjects and stuff to take. The things that I do have interest in does not happen to be my strongest subjects you see. Jc's lessons are really tough. I guess my brain was switched off most the time for biology lessons. I was only brain-awake when he showed the animation for erm.. was it protein synthesis? See. I'm not even sure what he's showing. Econs was tough for me to keep myself awake, her voice is so sleep-inducing man. I'm actually worried about my "future". It's gonna be tough wherever I go man. Orientation was fun but sadly I was ill(not physically). Yeah. =) I miss css lah. I miss 4/3 lah. I even miss band at times too. I miss the people. Sometimes I wish the word 'separation' never appeared in the dictionary.