Tuesday, February 28, 2006

quiz

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language
What Should You Major In?

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Thursday, February 23, 2006

pigeon hole

How I wish I would have read my timetable of ms lim's name beefore handing in my bloody chem worksheets into madam soh's pigeon hole instead. She got like two surnames in her name? Lim and Soh at the same time. Ahhh. I don't wanna redo my worksheets man. And what's more. Alot of other kids also handed up in the wrong pigeon hole. Argh. I hope she won't be in a bad mood tomorrow man. She's scary and bias against girls. She enjoys the "flirting" that little guys give her. Should really pair her up with a partner man. Maybe her pms-ey attitude will subside. How I wished I would turn sick tomorrow and turn blue. But I can't. I still needa go school to collect my books for the weekends and homework. And my dear DANB. You keep making me bloody depressed or "depressed". I wish our file checking can be eons away. Argh. Math file is not even here yet man. And geography. I keep doing half essays. Hope she won't really go and read the essays one by one. Or else, I'm like so bloody dead. And my brain definitely cannot take in differentiation. It's not I don't know the basics. It's the questions that's confusing. I feel stabbed in the stomach man. And there's a english essay which I have no idea what to write. I keep getting stuck. I seriously just can't pull off an essay by simply "crapping". Obviously I do not have that ability to do so. Even if I crap, I crap short man. Aaaaaah~

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

school

This week of school has so far been filled with lectures of every sort. Everytime a common test is returned to us. We have to sit through half of hour of lecture telling us to wake up and there's not much time left and how disappointed they are with us. What lazy people we are. And every single time my heart beat like hyenas on the loose? I'm not good with similes. And fortunately I only had one learning experience so far. I seriously have a weak heart and would appreciate if you all could at least return the papers before breaking into a lecture session. So that my heart could be better prepared for it. And let my blood vessels have time to start dilating. This week is totally horrendous other than some encounters here and there. But all the craziness will end tomorrow. The lead actor is gonna be gone forever and ever and ever. I don't even understand why I have taken such a deep fancy in that guy man. When I hardly saw his face close up before or even close to greeting him. But the voice is seriously a killer. Ever since that voice. Aww... I'm drifting off to lala land. Oh ya. I must say this. Monday's trip to kbox was really fun. Even though I broke a cup and sang horredously. And maybe danced abit crazily. But it was fun ok. Yeah. But so sad we are actually having school the next day. Couldn't they set the day on friday instead? So we can also miss danb at the same time. I find danb very irksome. I'm a horrible player I know and I just made myself only look worse. I can never overcome that fear of mine. How I wish I could what I was when I was younger. Someone who dared to perform and never have any panic attacks. But I changed.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Cheryl's Guys Parade

-visual galore- part I
Let's start with the very first guy which I met when I was in primary six or five. The first time I saw him on tv was on Love Revolution. The charming appeal of him was simply enticing. And those eyes of him. Woohoo~ He plays the piano and guitar and composes his own songs. Very intelligent as he attends one of the top universities in Japan. My first dream guy. But unfortunately he's married now to some model. Has great appeal when performing onstage. An artist who make the stage his canvas. =) His name is Naohito Fujiki!

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The next one is my latest craze. Watched him in that doctor drama- Say hello to Blackjack. Wahahaha. He's bloody cute man. The way he smiles. And the role he had in the drama was of this passionate medical student who just stepped into the hospital as an intern. The drama was none the less filled with moving stories, stories of all sorts of patients and doctors. Then I saw him in Waterboys. Where he was even cuter, cos he's young you see. And again. I saw him in that weird short story of canned people. Melancholic and bizarre story. And again. he fufills the portion of being a music man as he plays the bass of his band, Basking Lite. He is the ever-oh-so-cute, Satoshi Tsumabuki!

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The last person of today is Ken Hirai. The passionate singer cum songwriter. The one that sings while pulling your heart strings. The one who is ever so charismatic in any performance. The one that is just deeply soulful and writes nice lyrics. The one who could sing english better than most of other japanese artiste. Even though he does not really know the language well. One of those few singers who could sustain after 10 years still being popular with the crowd. =)


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Saturday, February 11, 2006

adam khoo workshop

Went to the Adam Khoo workshop for the past 3 days. It was enriching even though I don't feel much now. It's not that I did not give in my 100 % participation and stuff. Whatever they went through about those non-study stuff like those stuff about parents and stuff. It's actually things we all honestly know. It's just that no one has been able to make us visualise such stuff and actually really think about these stuff. And that is what this workshop did, it made us realise things that are so oblivious to us all. I cried a little not because I'm unfeeling towards the whole thing. Not because I wanted to put up a front. Just becuase these things did ran through my mind before. I was very close to losing my mom and dad before. My dad always reminded me that his heart wasn't very strong. My mom did tell me once that one of her tumours may be cancerous. So I did learn to treasure my parents. But ever since an incident happened. I trusted my dad a whole lot less until today. Even after the workshop I still don't know how I should actually feel towards him. Never mind. I shall set my mind on doing my best for o levels. No more "try"s. Must have beliefs that are strong enough to hold me through this hurdle. The big O's. =) Cos I already got my goals made up long ago. And I shall do whatever it takes to make me reach that goal of mine.

Monday, February 06, 2006

satoshi tsumabuki

So long since I updated. Supposed to be doing homework now but yet I'm here blogging when I could have blogged on weekends. But I just slack my weekends away without realising the importance to finish my work. School seriously sucks. Everyday we're like confined to this same old routine of going to school, attending cca if there is, coming home to rush homework and study for upcoming tests and the whole thing will repeat again the next day. Even my weekends' routine also seem to be confined. Just watch tv, eat and come online to surf on things that would feast my eyes. Sometimes I really wish we could return to the past where we could still enjoy ourselves at the end of the day no matter how bad the day went. And always have time to ourselves. Something we hardly have nowadays. All our time is like given to the school. Who always have programmes and endless remedials. Remedials always occur on days without cca. So it's like the whole week after-school time has been given to the school again. None of the students can actually go home and rest man. Bastards. Since when you've seen us become all-rounders and geniuses?