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I think my brain would have shrink to nothing by now. My mom says those who watch tv for long hours would get brain damage or something and it does something bad to your ability to memorise. I also watch from somewhere that if you sit after eating your hips will get wider or basically you just get fatter lah. I do that very very often. The joints of my bones crack sometimes. I think my body is getting older, I think I'm having a body of a 66 year old (ahaha). My room is so messy I think I'm slightly embarrassed by it. Mass movement is taking place in the form of papers and files on my table and sofa. Even though I managed to clear out a lot of stuff but visibly there's like no difference man. I still got toys take a huge part of my cupboards but I don't bear to throw them away. I'm afraid I'll still want to play with it. But obviously I won't need to play with it. But I'm still scared I'll need it. I want Konapun toys! HAHA.

Bonnie Pink - Under the sun

This song is so beautiful I think I listened to it like a million times.

Laundry

This movie is like damn beautiful. It's about the relationship that blossoms between this mentally disabled guy (cos he fell into a manhole) and this girl who is emotionally hurt from her first relationship cos she was a lover of a married man unknowingly. The whole story is real sweet cos everything inside there is so innocent and yet sad at times cos of certain events. But it has a happy ending anyways. =) Happy endings are rare I think. Especially in these kind of movies cos usually they tend to end on a tragic note. It sorts of leave a warm fuzzy feeling in your heart and make you kinda happy and suddenly grateful for everything. As if life will turn beautiful you know. I might be a little exaggerating, but I really think everyone should watch this if they have a chance. =) The pace of it might be a tad slow to some people, but it's quite direct so you can feel it instead of figuring what the hell is going on. Spread love all around man. Wooo~

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Next year seems pretty gloomy as I drag my baggage of fear with me. I should really start going to the temple to pray more or something. The past year have not really been exactly smooth and the coming year seems to continue that tradition. I'm grateful for many things and I'm not grateful for many things too. I really think I should start praying or something. Like totally seriously. Haha.