school

This week of school has so far been filled with lectures of every sort. Everytime a common test is returned to us. We have to sit through half of hour of lecture telling us to wake up and there's not much time left and how disappointed they are with us. What lazy people we are. And every single time my heart beat like hyenas on the loose? I'm not good with similes. And fortunately I only had one learning experience so far. I seriously have a weak heart and would appreciate if you all could at least return the papers before breaking into a lecture session. So that my heart could be better prepared for it. And let my blood vessels have time to start dilating. This week is totally horrendous other than some encounters here and there. But all the craziness will end tomorrow. The lead actor is gonna be gone forever and ever and ever. I don't even understand why I have taken such a deep fancy in that guy man. When I hardly saw his face close up before or even close to greeting him. But the voice is seriously a killer. Ever since that voice. Aww... I'm drifting off to lala land. Oh ya. I must say this. Monday's trip to kbox was really fun. Even though I broke a cup and sang horredously. And maybe danced abit crazily. But it was fun ok. Yeah. But so sad we are actually having school the next day. Couldn't they set the day on friday instead? So we can also miss danb at the same time. I find danb very irksome. I'm a horrible player I know and I just made myself only look worse. I can never overcome that fear of mine. How I wish I could what I was when I was younger. Someone who dared to perform and never have any panic attacks. But I changed.