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What if I just admit that I'm just plain lucky and stuff. Would you stop saying I'm like this despicable person who is a bloody pathological liar. What if I lose everything, would you be gloating deep inside about your triumph. I wish you could just let me be. I do not like to defend things that I shouldn't be defending for at all. It's nothing to be proud of and is nothing worth my effort to fight for. I seem to be going downhill nowadays, ain't your prophecy fufilled?