chinese

Chinese O's is just on the coming monday. I thought this day would never come. But now it's so near. So bloody near. I think I'll retake if I don't get an A. The bao zhang bao dao book is weird and unreasonable at times. I hate some of the essays very very much. Today had parents meeting session. It was also a rather awkward session as there were plenty of pauses every now and then. I think all these parents and teachers meeting stuff just let the school looks nice as if it's keeping a close relationship with the parents. I mean some students are not very bad nor very good. You can't really expect to say much at all. It's just those few things that keep on replaying again and again. Even the principal talk was nothing much too. They seem to be like doing things for the sake of it. Cos they know they needa do something. They just dunno what to do. I must survive through this. Whatever. I always tell myself these kinda stuff. But that feeling never comes. I know it's my fault. I dunno why I'm doing nothing. There's alot of stuff that I do that even me myself dunno the explanation and the reason behind doing it. Sometimes I just do things out of the sudden. I got a strong feeling i'll kill someone someday. I just dunno who yet. It may be myself. Who knows. Hahahaha.